I have an illness. Nobody understands what it feels like to see something and desire it but your body won’t let you take it in. I’ll start shaking and my stomach will hurt. If I try to take it in, then it won’t go down as if there is a wall in my throat. My tongue thinks it tastes disgusting even when I know I love it. My brain is an evil, evil thing. 

Hi. I am Kaylin Cheyenne Jones and I have an eating disorder.

Goodnight.